Another Funeral...

so there are two things that can make a day the worst day of a girl's life.
one: the day 'the one' breaks up with you, and
two: the day your first cell phone dies.
i don't have a boyfriend, so luckily it's not the first one.
but it is true, my cell phone died today, September 21st, 2007 at around 6pm.
i cried for hours, mourning the loss of not only my first cell phone,
but of the loss of the 400+ pictures i had on there that are now lost forever.
although brothers and my dad laughed at my sorrow,
i truely felt the need to cry.
i didn't do it on purpose,
but my cell phone was definitely without a doubt my best non-human friend.
we went everywhere together,
experienced way too many concerts,
took wayyy too many pictures,
sent millions of text messages,
and definitely spent over 1,000,000 minutes next to eachother's faces throughout the days and nights.
i know it's just one of many for sure,
but it's always a tragedy when the first one bites the dust.
i'm gonna miss my little [well, not so little] first celly,
and i will definitely never forget her. :[
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Yearbooks

i'm sick.
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school was good, we got our yearbooks from last year.
i got a few signatures, but i've noticed that in the south people don't write huge long stories in your yearbook...
when you say 'sign my book' they really just sign their name.
and nothing else.
i guess it's okay, but i like having a lot of memories and stories written in my yearbook.
when i write in other's yearbooks i write novels!
it's just different i guess.
just one of the infinite differences between the north and south.
while i was having people sign my book, i started to remember last year and how different it is now from then.
i had barely any friends, since i just moved here,
i was much more shy,
and i definitely cared more about what i wore to school.
now it doesn't matter as much, though i still take an hour to get ready each morning,
but now that i know people and they know me,
they won't judge me for how i look.
[though i still won't go without make-up like some of my friends.]
i'm glad we moved here, but i still miss the big apple.
my family,
my best friends,
and the memories still exist,
but it's always nice to go back and remember all the good times.
i guess yearbooks have made me realize to always savor the good times,
side-step the bad,
and live life to the fullest.
:]

Summer's End

so hey.
today was cool.
my dad, basegasket, told me about this blog site and i decided it wouldn't be a bad idea to get one.
i've read his blogs, they're pretty awesome.
mine prolly won't be as complicated and interesting as his YET, since i'm just learning about this site.
not to brag, but i'm smarter than him in the computers department. [in most cases, anyway.]
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anyway, i've been noticing the change from summer to fall.
my birthday plans are beginning to finally fall into place [only 10 days away!],
the weather [jeep rides to school each morning are brisker and we turn the heat on now],
football games [getting painted up and losing my voice every friday night],
and midterms...
they come out soon, but i think chemistry is the only class that i'm really sucking at.
i had a test today and i'm pretty sure i failed it.
i already have a 72% in that class... it's hard.
one of my old friends said he'd help me if i ever needed a tutor,
but the thing is that i feel like i understand it,
then i do horribly on the quizzes/tests.
it's weird.
to the maxx.
anyway,
i guess this is a long enough post for today.
:]